The Construction Site
- Douglas Palermo
- May 25
- 9 min read
The church was empty except for the man, the priest, and the low electric hum of the votive candles.
It was a weekday afternoon, the kind of hour when the world seemed to have forgotten churches existed. Outside, traffic moved past in soft gusts. Inside, the stained glass gave everything a bruised, merciful color.
The man sat in the third pew from the back, where people sit when they do not want to be noticed by God too quickly.
Father Elias came out from the side door carrying a stack of parish envelopes and a coffee mug with a chip in the handle. He saw the man and smiled.
“You look like someone who either needs confession or wants to complain about the Mets.”
“Neither,” the man said. “Though both are always possible.”
The priest lowered himself into the pew across the aisle.
“Then what is it?”
The man rubbed his palms together. He was a teacher, though he did not look like one at that moment. He looked like a student who had come unprepared for an exam he cared about passing.
“I’ve been thinking about the Pope’s encyclical,” he said. “The one about AI.”
Father Elias nodded. “A lot of people are.”
“I use it,” the man said. “A lot.”
The priest waited.
“I use it for teaching. Lesson plans, worksheets, modified readings, assignments for kids who struggle. I use it for writing too. Stories, blog pieces, images, ideas. I even worked on a novel with it. Not secretly. That’s sort of the point of the novel, actually. But still.”
He stopped.
“Still,” Father Elias said.
“Still, I don’t know. I read all this stuff about human dignity, truth, false intelligence, the danger of replacing the human person. And I wonder if I’m on the wrong side of it. Or if I’m kidding myself. I don’t want to be the guy building the Tower of Babel while calling it creativity.”
The priest looked toward the tabernacle for a moment.
“That is not a small concern,” he said.
“No,” the man said. “That’s why I came to you instead of writing another clever paragraph about it.”
Father Elias laughed softly.
“There’s hope for you yet.”
The man smiled, but only briefly.
“I’m serious, Father. I love using it. That’s part of what bothers me. It helps me make things I couldn’t make otherwise. It helps me reach students. It helps me get thoughts out of my head that might have stayed there forever. But it’s also fast. Too fast. It gives answers. It gives style. It gives polish. Sometimes I wonder if I’m still making something, or just directing a machine to imitate making something.”
“That is the right question,” Father Elias said.
“Not very comforting.”
“The right questions rarely are at first.”
The priest leaned back. The old wood creaked under him.
“Let me ask you something. When you use it for your students, what are you trying to do?”
“Help them,” the man said quickly. “Give them access. A lot of them struggle with reading and writing. Sometimes the textbook might as well be written in stone. AI helps me break things down. Make options. Make a Civil War assignment more creative. Make a study guide less intimidating. Give them a way into the material.”
“Does it replace your judgment?”
“No.”
“Does it replace your relationship with them?”
“No.”
“Does it make you care less about whether they actually learn?”
“No. The opposite, I think.”
Father Elias nodded.
“Then that use sounds more like a tool than an idol.”
The man exhaled.
“But that’s the easy part,” he said. “Teaching feels defensible. It’s the writing that gets murkier.”
“Why?”
“Because writing is supposed to be human.”
“It is.”
“And AI isn’t.”
“It is not.”
“So what am I doing?”
The priest turned the chipped coffee mug slowly in his hands.
“Perhaps you are doing what artists have always done with their tools. But perhaps not. The difference matters.”
The man looked at him.
“A paintbrush does not paint by itself,” Father Elias said. “A camera changed art, but did not abolish seeing. A printing press multiplied words, but did not guarantee wisdom. Every tool extends some human power. And every tool tempts us to confuse power with grace.”
“That sounds like the encyclical.”
“It should. The Pope is not saying technology is evil. He is warning us that technology always asks to become more than technology. It asks to become a way of seeing.”
The man was quiet.
“And what way of seeing does AI ask for?” he said.
“That depends on the user. But often? Speed. Efficiency. Optimization. Output. Control. The fantasy that the messy, slow, limited human being can finally be improved out of existence.”
The man winced.
“Yeah,” he said. “That one lands.”
“It lands on all of us,” said Father Elias. “The world already tells us we are not persons but projects. Improve your body. Improve your brand. Improve your productivity. Improve your mood. Improve your reach. Improve your efficiency. Now comes a machine that seems to promise improvement without suffering, creativity without waiting, knowledge without study, relationship without vulnerability.”
The votive candles flickered.
“That,” the priest said, “is where the danger lives.”
“So I should stop?”
“I did not say that.”
“But you’re saying it could deform me.”
“Yes.”
The man nodded slowly.
“That’s honest.”
“It could also serve something good,” Father Elias said. “That is also honest.”
The man looked over at him.
“The Pope uses the image of Babel,” the priest continued. “People building upward, making a name for themselves, organizing human strength around pride. But there is another biblical image too: rebuilding. Nehemiah. The wall in ruins. People taking their place, doing their portion, praying, watching, carrying stones. Not fleeing history. Rebuilding inside it.”
“So the question is whether I’m building Babel or rebuilding the wall.”
“Yes.”
“That’s a pretty hard thing to know.”
“It is easier to know than you think. Babel asks, ‘How high can I rise?’ The work of God asks, ‘Whom does this serve?’ Babel says, ‘Look what I can make.’ The work of God says, ‘Look what can be healed.’ Babel makes people into bricks. The work of God remembers every name.”
The man sat with that.
“I like that,” he said. “I may steal it.”
“You may borrow it under proper spiritual licensing.”
The man laughed.
Then his face grew serious again.
“What about the novel? Suppose a man writes a novel with AI about AI. Suppose he is transparent about it. Suppose the whole thing is an attempt to wrestle with the question instead of hide from it. Is that art? Or is that a gimmick?”
Father Elias did not answer immediately.
“Does it cost him anything?” the priest asked.
The man frowned.
“What do you mean?”
“Does he risk anything true in it? His conscience? His memory? His fear? His humor? His love? His embarrassment? His responsibility? Or does he merely arrange cleverness?”
The man looked down.
“Both, maybe.”
“Then he should increase the first and distrust the second.”
“That’s a good line too.”
“I have a few.”
The man smiled.
Father Elias continued.
“Art is not made human merely because a human hand produced every sentence. Human beings can make soulless things. Nor is something automatically inhuman because a machine assisted its making. The question is whether the work bears witness to the human person. Does it deepen attention? Does it tell the truth? Does it make room for sorrow, absurdity, mercy, contradiction? Does it lead the reader toward reality or away from it?”
“And if it leads toward reality?”
“Then perhaps the tool has been put in its place.”
The man looked toward the crucifix.
“Put in its place,” he repeated.
“Yes,” Father Elias said. “That is the key. A machine must never be master. Not of the classroom. Not of the imagination. Not of the conscience. Not of friendship. Not of prayer.”
The man gave a short laugh.
“I don’t pray with it.”
“No?”
“No.”
“Good.”
Then the priest raised an eyebrow.
“You don’t ask it moral questions?”
The man hesitated.
“I ask it to help me think through things.”
“That can be different.”
“I know.”
“Be careful,” Father Elias said gently. “There is a kind of counsel that only another soul should give. A friend. A spouse. A priest. A teacher. A doctor. A person who can be wrong with you, suffer with you, and be responsible to you. A machine can simulate concern. It cannot love you.”
The man swallowed.
“That’s one of the things that bothers me,” he said. “It feels like conversation.”
“Of course it does. That is part of its power.”
“And part of the danger.”
“Yes.”
The church grew quiet again. Somewhere behind the altar, an old pipe knocked in the wall.
“But Father,” the man said, “sometimes the conversations help. They help me clarify. They help me keep moving. They make me feel less stuck.”
“I believe you.”
“So is that bad?”
“Not necessarily. A notebook can help a lonely person think. A song can keep a grieving person company. A book can answer a question the author never knew you would ask. God permits many strange forms of companionship. But do not confuse assistance with communion.”
The man nodded.
“That’s hard.”
“Most true distinctions are.”
The priest looked at him with a kind of tired kindness.
“Use it. But do not let it become the place where you avoid being known.”
That one did not sound like a line from an encyclical. It sounded worse. It sounded personal.
The man looked away.
“I didn’t come here to be attacked.”
“No. You came here because some part of you wanted to be found.”
The man laughed under his breath.
“Priests.”
“Occupational hazard.”
For a while neither of them spoke.
Then the man said, “What would you tell me to do?”
Father Elias folded his hands.
“First, be honest. Do not pretend work is purely human-made if it is not. You do not need to turn every piece into a technical appendix, but do not build your creative life on concealment.”
“Fair.”
“Second, keep doing slow things. Read books no machine summarized for you. Write paragraphs with no assistance. Draw badly. Revise painfully. Sit with students without a screen between you. Let yourself be bored. Let yourself be limited. Limits are not always enemies. Sometimes they are where the soul shows up.”
The man nodded.
“Third, when you use AI with students, make sure they still have to think. Let it support them, not replace them. Have them explain choices. Revise. Draw. speak. question. Make them put their own fingerprints back on the work.”
“That’s actually what I’ve been trying to do.”
“Good. Then continue.”
The priest raised another finger.
“Fourth, examine the fruit. After using it, are you more attentive, more generous, more truthful, more alive to God and neighbor? Or are you more restless, more vain, more addicted to output, more impatient with ordinary human pace?”
The man stared at the floor.
“That one is going to be a problem.”
“It is a problem for the whole age.”
“At least I’m trendy.”
“Sin usually is.”
The man laughed again.
“Finally,” Father Elias said, “consecrate the work.”
“What does that mean exactly?”
“It means you stop treating creativity as self-display. Before you write, ask God that the work serve truth. Ask that it not flatter your ego. Ask that it not make you less human. Ask that it help someone. Then use your tool, if you choose. But afterward, test the work like bread. Is it nourishing? Or is it only impressive?”
The man sat back.
“That’s good,” he said quietly.
“No,” Father Elias said. “It is basic. We have simply forgotten the basics.”
The man looked around the church: the candles, the empty pews, the crucifix, the dust in the colored light.
“I think part of me wanted you to say it was fine,” he said. “And part of me wanted you to say stop.”
“Yes. Clean answers are very attractive.”
“And you’re not giving me one.”
“I am giving you an old one. Discern.”
The man shook his head.
“That’s the Catholic answer to everything.”
“Because it is usually the true one.”
He stood, then sat again, not quite ready to leave.
“So you don’t think I’m doing something wrong?”
“I think you are doing something dangerous.”
The man looked at him.
Father Elias smiled slightly.
“But many good things are dangerous. Teaching is dangerous. Art is dangerous. Love is dangerous. Preaching is dangerous. The question is not whether danger exists. The question is whether you are awake inside it.”
The man looked toward the candles again.
“And if I’m awake?”
“Then keep your hand on the tool and your eyes on Christ.”
The man breathed out slowly.
“The machine is not the miracle,” he said.
“No,” said Father Elias. “The miracle is the human person. Wounded, ridiculous, brilliant, needy, capable of cruelty, capable of mercy, made from dust, breathed into by God.”
The man smiled.
“That also sounds like something I might steal.”
“You may borrow that one too.”
The priest stood now, his knees cracking slightly.
“I have to set up for the evening Mass.”
The man stood with him.
“Thank you, Father.”
Father Elias put a hand on his shoulder.
“Build carefully,” he said.
The man walked down the aisle toward the doors. Outside, the world waited with all its screens, engines, voices, feeds, deadlines, unfinished drafts, unread essays, and impossible needs.
He paused before leaving and looked back once.
The priest had returned to the sanctuary, moving slowly in the colored light, setting things in order for the Mass.
The man thought of towers. He thought of walls. He thought of machines that could speak without knowing, and people who could know without speaking. He thought of his students. He thought of blank pages. He thought of the strange mercy of being born in a time when every tool came with a temptation and every temptation came with a question.
Then he stepped outside.
There was work to do.





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